Wednesday, August 29, 2012

How does it feel? An informal interview

The opportunity arose...

And we chose to pursue it.  Having met Rob Carew at TGH a few weeks back, we reached out to him by email a few times, and asked him if he would be open to meeting in person to discuss his experience with his recent double lung transplant.  

From a purely selfish level I think people can appreciate wanting to know as much about something like this as possible.  You research on the internet, watch YouTube videos (Keith has been doing this, I decline because I'm not good with that sort of thing) and read as much as you possibly can to understand it from every level.  Nothing, however, takes the place of sitting down with someone who has had this done recently, everything is still very fresh, and you can get a much better understanding of the actual "event" from someone who knows.

Sitting in Rob's living room was kind of surreal for me.  While I cannot speak for Keith, for me to listen to the story of his transplant, from first call to post surgery reactions, allowed me to picture the same scenario for Keith sometime in the near future.  While the details we heard were one person's experience, it was impossible to listen to and not imagine how the details will be for Keith.  Sometimes I try not to think about it, mostly, I can think of nothing else.    Thank you, Rob, for taking the time to meet with us and share your story.

Keith with Rob Alexander Carew

So many are asking how Keith is doing.  He has been doing well, is anxious for his assessment appointment in mid-September, and is slowly gaining some weight, an extremely important part of ensuring that he gets listed for transplant.  While his energy level is low, he does have a very motivational champion (me!) who pushes him to go a little further with each walk, keep his activity level raised and encourage him to get his heart rate up in order to build up the strength he needs for his operation when the time comes.

The beautiful weather of recent weeks has allowed us to spend lots of time sitting out front in our beloved Muskoka chairs (hey, we can dream right?) and enjoy the cooler breezes.  With fall right around the corner, and cooler weather on the horizon, we are looking forward to being able to enjoy time outdoors (the heat is not good for him right now) and maybe get some small walks in the neighbourhood.

Thank you, each and every one of you for your wonderful wishes, prayers, good thoughts, chocolate! (Thanks to Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory who did a home delivery - the DELUXE Peanut butter cups were awesome) and home made chocolate goodies from our friends Stacy and Joe from Embur Computers.  So many of you have been so wonderful, and truly, we appreciate it very much.  


Monday, August 6, 2012

Waiting in the strangest place - with Reese

It's odd for me.  And how Reese Peanut Butter cups help.  

I write this as the wife of the man whose body is failing him.  I write because he won't, because he originally asked to "not be the poster child for this disease...whatever it is", because I care with every breath of my being that he be around for his family for a very, very long time.   I write to understand, to share in order to help others, and to try to make some sense of the process.  

I breathe fine.  I work every day - all day, to ensure that life continues as it has been and always will be.  I do too much, and on days like today (extremely lazy and enjoying a holiday) feel like I do far too little.  Keith rests.  He does that a lot - and that is his job right now, to rest, eat, and get as much strength as he can for what lies ahead.   Could I be doing more?  Probably, but to burn myself out at this point doesn't make much sense.  

It's been a week since I wrote, and people have asked me many questions about what is going on, so an update.  We got a call on Monday last and an appointment has been scheduled for mid-September for Keith to have his assessment at TGH.  This is a 5 day process that:

"The assessment process is an in-depth review of your suitability for a lung transplant. As part of this process, multiple tests are carried out to evaluate your lungs and other organs such as your heart, kidneys, gut and liver. Usually, these tests take about one week to complete. Most people do these tests as outpatients. During this time, you and your support person(s) will also meet with many members of the lung transplant team such as the transplant co-ordinator, nutritionist, social worker, and anaesthesiologist to determine if you are physically and psychologically ready to manage with the stresses of a transplant." 
(http://www.torontoadultcf.com/cf-information/lung-transplant-–-basic-facts-and-general-overview)



We had been told that this meeting might take 3 months to schedule so were pleased to get one in 5.  I guess at this point, we wait this 5 weeks, aim to put on at least 5 pounds in this time (huge feat, but the case of Reese Peanut Butter cups seems to be helping.  Yes, I know they contain dairy, but at this point, if Keith wants them and they don't make things worse (which for some odd reason they don't seem to) then that's what we do.  

In the meantime, I will continue to Tweet (@LHMaintenance) and post on Facebook.  Life continues to go on, and the prayers, good wishes and help are so appreciated.  Please send more Reese...the stock is running low!  :)  S